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I Wanna Grow Old With You

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 04:46:33 GMT

Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

i love tis song...

sobsob..

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 00:17:31 GMT

i miss my guy..so much...sobsob...

For the Guys outta there...

Sun, 26 Nov 2006 00:15:48 GMT

Guys,
do u realize that the girl who is
holding onto u now is PERFECT in her
own special way?
The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she sulks..
The way she smiles..
The way she cries..
The way she thinks of you..
The way she tries to please you...
The way she sacrifices for you..
The way she wants to understand you..
The way she's lovin you with all her
heart!
Always remember that.
She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can loves her
more.
There might be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than
you are loving her now,
fulfill her every needs and loves heras
much as she loves you.
or maybe loves her more than she loves
you..
but definitely lovin hermore than u do!
For all you know,
there's already might be someone out
there wooing her,
be it from a distance or as a
gentleman..
but she is rejecting,
coz she believes in perfect love..
for whom she will share her joys n
tears together..
for whom she will promise to be
faithful..
for whom she will commit herself into
you..
To her,you're her perfect love!
Understand that.
Guys,
you might be thinking that the love is
fading..
you can't find the freshness between
the two of you..
everything is stale to you now..
everywhere seems the same to you..
you said "been there done that".
so u went n look for another...
imagine this..
Behind her back,
you're hugging and kissing another
girl..
When you see her today,
u do the same..
but you still see love in her eyes..
while others are just some flings.
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?for you must
know..
every new thing brings an excitement to
us..
only to find the boredoom n sick of
itafter we're being so used together..
She might not be feeling the hurts now,
coz she won't know..
She might be feeling something's not
right,
coz she can sense..
but she's still holding on to you,not
becoz she's stupid,
not becoz she's dumb,
not becoz she's a fool..
but bcoz..s
he believes u will not break her full-
hearted heart..
she believes u will not let her tears
flow..
she believes u will keep your
promises..
she believes this is love!
She loves you not because you are
pleasant looking,
sweet talker,
or that you have 5cs..
She loves youfor who you are.
Your every touch,
every word you say,
everything you do.
She was born here inperfect..
everyone does!
Only what she wants from u is almost
perfect!
and she knows she can't do it alone...
it needs two hands to clap...
Guys,
For her,
being the upmost girlfriend is to
endure your every moves,
your every moodswings,your every
words..
and actions.
Even dealing with the most unbearable
painshe will bear it for your sake..
but once she knows that the time is up,
she will leave you..
with the most unforgettable painful
memoriesu both had,
from the sweetest to the very last
moment she had to leave,
bcoz of ur doings..
Guys,
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can loves you
this way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of
that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her
unconditional loveas she has given to
you..
coz u should know,
her love and sacrifice doesn't mean
forever,
when she had finally realised..
you don't worth her love,
she will leave u for the one whowell-
deserved her love..
Guys,
dun ever leave the one u love,
for the one u like..
coz one day..
the one u like will leave u,
for the one they love...

guys plz mind tis...

HELP ME!!!!

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 04:35:20 GMT

well today is the normal day to me..hmm...wat can i say.....

well for 2 days i've been thinking bout the graduation nite.....hmmm....yudis....well....he seems to be so EXCITED bout it..but not me..cause he will be wearing something tat i nvr see him wearin b4.....and all the girls will show their charm to the boys for the last day.....well im not Excited bout it...i really dun want yudis to go..but wat can i say...it is his life.....not mine...he is not even my husband or my fiance why must i care so much about the graduation nite......although it will be the last day they will be seeing each other...i just dun feel right bout it...

i felt something.....something bad......well why must i stress so much bout it.....yudis don't even knw how i feel..well sometimes he is.....yudis really wants to go to the graduation nite......haiz..well just hope nothing going to happened.......

feel lyke my world is over.....

am i ready to let him go??

well i guess

no way....im nt letting him go.......

i love him..aniwae....haiz.....hope he is faithful...hmmm

im confused....

Yeah!!!!

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 16:02:28 GMT

> we at vivo!!! >came back from town...

well..hmm..wat can i say...Yudis bring me to vivo city!!!.....hmm...the place full of excitment i heard....it is full of shops!! Tat's is wat i lyke...but well the things there is so damn expensive...excitment..nope to me......WHY!!!! (i can't afford it aniwae..hehx...) juz window shoppin mayb....hehx....the shop is there is nt kinda of my taste....hahx..well wat can i say..but there is only 1 thing tat i lyke...wat is tat call at lvl 3..hmmm..well i forgot..hahax...

well after we go to vivo..i decided to bring him to escape theme park...but then something bad happen..IT RAIN...!!!! OMG!!!! hmm......hmm..well.......too bad...well we decided to go back there nxt tuesday or friday...i can't wait......

well after tat we decided to go orchard...FAR EAST PLAZA!!! my favourite!!! ahax...well till here cause im tired and wanna sleep..hehx....tata

well im confused...

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 11:47:47 GMT

well yesterday was my shocked day when i check my yahoo mail..OMG..my worst enemy send me an apologised letter?? wat the crap?? wanna apologised?? say it rite on my face..why she juz doesn't wanna say it face to face??

well i decided to post the letter at this blog..but i hav to ask my guy first..well i scared tat he may not lyke it..cause it is personal aniwae..well...she send me quite a long letter..well....but it stated there also tat she does not hav any relationship with my guy animore so tat's mean they had relationship before behind my back..OMG!! i've been cheated from the one i love so much..he say he does nt hav any relationship..but then...well im confused...i trusted my guy all the way...

well i just hope tat my guy wud be sincere to me and tell me the truth.......what i juz want is to hear that he his sorry to wat he had done before tis...all the things tat he had done behind my back.....well im really confused..

yudis..juz tell me the truth..do u really love me.............

well well well

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 06:35:17 GMT

hmm wat can i say....as yudis still doin his o lvls...ya...hmmm....boring...well me n aqilah..wat can i say..we are fwens nw but yet nt that close...hehx..well tat linda still i hate cause she is really damn irritating...well i miss yudis a lot ya...

yesterday my sis told me something bout yudis..well it is negative of course..well what she say..

"kak i think abg yudis is nt faithful to you..i think he still has the relationship with HASLINDA"...well why i say tis cause i feel sumthing suspicious is goin on...cause suddenly tat bitch change her fwenster name to HEARTBROKEN and suddenly tat yudis ask me to do the bitch blog juz for her.....i dun know who shud i trust...well im confused...

is yudis really faithful..hmm..wat can i say..all i can do is to pray so god cud show me the right way....

well i love yudis soo much tat i cud even kill myself for him..

ppl say im stupid but what can i do..love is blind..when u love sumone u dun even think or use ur brain....

as if....well i hope yudis is really faithful....

well if he is nt .....he play tymer he is the one who is waisting our 3 yrs of relationship..duh....he is the one who is looking for trouble..nt me...so if i am angry dun tell me tat it is my fault.......u hav brain n u cud think wat is right n wrong...i dun even play tymer..if i do..i dun even hav the time to do tat....well what can i say..it is life...

well what shud i do???

oh wow!!!

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 03:40:32 GMT

yesh!!! i finally found my primary school logo...i miss my school....but nw it is gone.....sobsob.....why must tis happen....we were shocked to know tat this school will be combining with Yung An primary...and Merlimau primary..oh gosh...then the school will be called LAKESIDE PRIMARY....oMG!!!

well it happened many yrs ago and i dun want to talk bout it..well....

yudis asked me yesterday to make a bitch blog juz for the ppl we hate..i was shocked but then i was happy cause tis is wat i hav been waiting for...YESSSSSSSSSS!!!! sayang i love you so much..u gave me the opportunity to wrote down my feeling towards all the bitches....oh lala..well i've done it...although it is the first post..well still gt so many things to say..hehx.....

ouh wat a life!!!

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 05:05:48 GMT

hmm today is a very meaningful day to me cause i add aqilah as my fwens in the friendster..well i add her cause i think she has change a lot since we had so many fight bout yudis...ya..aku rase dier layak jad kawan aku...hmm...but i dun know bout yudis....but i dun want yudis to add her as fwen...aniwae....ya today is really meaningful to me...hmm....i wonder wat will yudis be doing rite now..hehx...hope he miss me...hehx........

hmmm...i hope he miss me lot...well gd luck for his o lvls aniwae......see ya soon..

hmm wat can i say

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 01:23:09 GMT

yipeee!! today is the day tat meet my guy cause today my fwen dayah is having her Open House.....hmm i can't wait..wat will the food tat dayah will be serving?? Hmm i guess something tat i may lyke...hahx...wat might yudis be doin rite nw?? hmm wat can i say..he still having is O lvl exams....might be still studying hard...hehx...so aniwae i hope he won't forget me ya.......cause when he concentrate on one thing the other thing he will surely forget..well i can't wait for our 3 yrs annivesary tat will be on 8 December.....i hope he won't forget our special day...haiz....yipee...hehx....

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away