well today is the normal day to me..hmm...wat can i say.....

well for 2 days i've been thinking bout the graduation nite.....hmmm....yudis....well....he seems to be so EXCITED bout it..but not me..cause he will be wearing something tat i nvr see him wearin b4.....and all the girls will show their charm to the boys for the last day.....well im not Excited bout it...i really dun want yudis to go..but wat can i say...it is his life.....not mine...he is not even my husband or my fiance why must i care so much about the graduation nite......although it will be the last day they will be seeing each other...i just dun feel right bout it...

i felt something.....something bad......well why must i stress so much bout it.....yudis don't even knw how i feel..well sometimes he is.....yudis really wants to go to the graduation nite......haiz..well just hope nothing going to happened.......

feel lyke my world is over.....

am i ready to let him go??

well i guess

no way....im nt letting him go.......

i love him..aniwae....haiz.....hope he is faithful...hmmm

im confused....